Today, almost four years later, my girlfriend Mitu came to my hospital to have an abortion.

He was stunned to see me. He may not know I am in this hospital.

For almost four years now, I’ve been hoping to see someone like this look crazy.

About four years ago today, when I was studying medicine, I had a relationship with Mitu.

When I am going to London after finishing my studies from there, I will be highly educated and will stand in front of Mitu’s father as a qualified person.

While leaving, Mitu told me many times not to leave him alone like this.

Or pressuring her to get married from home.

I told her to manage for two years, then I will stand in front of your father as you deserve.

That day he took my hand and said I don’t know if I can manage for two years, but I know I can’t live without you.

When I left for the first year, I had good communication with him, but later. Later I know why Mitu used to talk to me less.

Suddenly communication with him stopped. We have not been in touch since then.

When I returned to the country, I found Mitu like crazy. They also changed the house. I jiggled many of his girlfriends about him. They don’t know anything either.

I searched for her for many days but later when I found out that she was married, it was as if the sky broke over my head. What could Mitu do? Seki parlona wait a few more days? That was his love for me?

I felt guilty then. Because there is nothing wrong with that. How much stress does a girl have?

It was my mistake to leave him alone.

But I didn’t have to do that either. Because if I want to get him, I have to make him worthy.

But what is the game of destiny? The tree broke while taking care of the tree all the year-round. I don’t know what sin I have committed in my life, the torment of which I had to get in this way.

Then I decided in my mind that I would spend my whole life as a Devdas. Because I have never imagined anyone in Mitu’s place, don’t do it, I can’t do it anymore. Because my love for him was different from the other eight or ten loves. I don’t know if I can give that right to someone else in Mitu’s place. Thus two more years passed. Today I am one of the great doctors of the city. Yet something remained incomplete in my mind. Those memories from four years ago are still in my mind.

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But I never thought I would see Mitu this way today. The girl has not changed in these four years, she is the same as before. I thought she was very happy in her husband’s family.

Then why did you come to me today to have an abortion? The child is a gift from the Creator. Then why ….. My conscience is blocking me from thinking anything else because I have never seen anything bad in Mitu’s character. My Mitu was as sacred as a dew-drenched flower.

I saw Mitu coming alone. I thought there must be some disturbance, otherwise, no one would have stayed, at least the husband would have been with her at that time.

I went with him to a different place and sat down. He is talking with his head down. I told him a lot of regrets in my mind. Yet the girl has her head down.

Why do you want to nest the baby when I jiggle?

Then he began to cry out loud, so what do I do? What identity will I raise him? At the end of the day, when all the boys have their fathers come and take them home, what can I say? Will he grow up in a society with a landless identity? I don’t want it. Never mind.

He said everything in one breath.

I looked at her in amazement and asked, “Why do you have a husband who can grow up without a landlord, which is enough to identify her landlord.”

- I’m a puppy of that dog, I don’t want to raise my child with such an inhuman identity.

I understood from her words that she is not happy in her husband’s house. Surely there is so much sorrow in his life because of some inhumanity.

Sometimes some unknown questions come to my mind. A girl leaves her family and leaves her relatives and goes to a stranger for the rest of her life. Can’t a little love come to the stranger in return? Don’t you hope to decorate the house beautifully and stay together for the rest of your life holding the hand of a stranger?

But we, the sons of the nation, do not consider it and understand the only wife as an example of a legitimate relationship. I’m not saying all boys are like that. But there are some boys who are no exception.

I asked him, “Does your husband have any objection to your decision?”

This time he said in a calm voice, I am divorced.

- You know, I’ve been managing at home for a long time since you left. But the father also has a limit of patience.

One day my father told me to get married in two days. The boy has his own business. I requested my father many times, but in the end, I gave in to my father’s insistence.

- I didn’t find you much after coming. Later, when I heard that you were married, I adjusted myself to the situation. But what is your divorce story?

• Two months after the marriage, her father means my father-in-law died. Due to which he continued as he pleased. There was no one to stop him. Whenever I said something, he would get angry with me. I used to return home after many nights. He gambled and sold everything. Later, when there was nothing left but the house, he was very cruel to me. He used to tell me to take money from my father. Dad gave it to him a few times. But gradually with the level of greed, the level of oppression also increased. Then I decided not to be inhuman like him anymore. After I got divorced from her, I found out that I was going to be a mother.
• Tears welled up in my eyes when I heard his words. Then a small child came and hugged me.
• - Your son is very beautiful.
• - I smiled a little and said, he is not my son. Her mother is admitted to this hospital for which she knows me. A very wicked boy, in two days. He has made me his own.
• - Don’t you have a son?
• - Oh, yes.
• - Well, I’m getting late. With this, he started walking.
• I grabbed his hand from behind and said, do you love me now?
• He is looking at me in surprise.
• -If I want to take the responsibility of your homeless child, will you give me that right?
• - I have no desire to ruin your arranged family by re-engaging in your life. And you forget you have a baby too.

When you come back to me, that child of yours will be my child.

- Aren’t you married yet?

I sat down and said, no. Will you hold my hand? I promise I will never leave.

 I will keep it for the rest of my life.